I'm pregnant.

I'm pregnant - 7 weeks.

The last two weeks have been incredibly hard for me and F. I mean with a surprise of this size, it really hits us hard, mentally and physically for me. Up to the point, we still haven't made a decision whether to progress or to terminate. It hurts me more, either way.

We tried to work on this as logical as we can be, but I soon realised there is also a part that is purely just being emotionally resilient. Not to let things overwhelm yourself, and most importantly find a way to grief and just let it out. Because if any resolution must include some ways to not let yourself resent or regret afterwards. I think this is the most difficult part of all, not to regret.