A - Mathematics
A - Physics
B - Chemistry
B - Biology
I don't care about the grades as long as I meet my university offer (AAA). But I failed. All these hopes and plans just vanished for a sudden. I kept asking myself, 'What's the point?'. For the past 2 years, my goal is to 'stay in London', and now I have to leave for Warwick, far away to where I truly want to be.
Have been crying for days and nights.... and slowly absorbing the fact that I have to do this. Overall, it isn't that bad... but the thought of not being able to live in the same city as Mister really hurts. Although I don't see him that often, I still wish to be closer to him, location-wise. I am also scared that I cannot resist the attention from other men if I am far away from him.
Still cannot believe it's almost 2 years since I meet Mister, and we are still seeing each other. I cannot be grateful enough to all the support from Mister. He drove down to my house on the result day, just to give me a big hug. Then we discuss all the possible options during lunch, drove back to town and comfort me in his arms.
He is my safe haven.
