The hassle to settle an agreement of my flat has brought me back so many unpleasant memories. Although gone is the past, I slowly understand why I was so unhappy.
It wasn't me being depressed or crazy. It was simply because you were with an extremely toxic person.
It is impossible to be kind when you are often mistreated. It feels hopeless because the person who is supposed to look after you and support you, not only he didn't. He decided to push you away and even spat on you. How could you be possibly intact?
Anyway we should all move on and remember that you are happy now.
