As I am 80% sure that I will be in London next year, I can now proceed to my next step. I have been looking up for a summer internship or anything, so that I can stay in London for part of my summer, instead of being forced to go back home in Asia by my parents for the entire 3 months holiday.
So far I've seen, most of the internships are for undergraduate or for school leavers that intend to start their career after A-levels. I am in neither of these categories, so it is a bit difficult to find one..... I will keep trying though.
Does anyone have any ideas? She can speak Mandarin, Cantonese, English. Prospective Engineering student with an offer, have the rights to work in EU. Also a slim 5'7'' and very presentable.
2013年12月24日 星期二
2013年12月14日 星期六
All I want for Christmas...
I met Mister yesterday, and this is the last time we will see each other in 2013 :(
I got him some pistachio truffles made by me and paired them up with a bottle of Tokaji 5 Puttonyos. And that is spot on, he loves it! Nevertheless, I served them in my satin basque ;-)
The meeting was lovely as usual. Every time is getting better than the last time... Then we went to a Thai restaurant for dinner, as we are both starving after we have wore each other out. And go back to the hotel for more. Not sure if it's the orgasm or just simply him that makes me feel so secure and happy that I almost tear up. Possibly it's his words, I guess he is the first one in this world that encourages me all the time, so sincerely, in such a way that even my parents never did.
'I can see that, in few years time, you will be amazing. Either designing new pharmaceutical plants or even winning the British Bake Off, you will be amazing.' I know this might sound a bit silly, but that's all I really need. That's why I keep telling him how lucky I am. It's not only that I've found a nice and generous sugardaddy, not only that I've found someone who supports me in so many ways, but someone like him that offer me things in such a gentle way. Thank you.
We both agreed that we will stick with each other for at least a while. But he said he thinks I would be the one who will change my mind first, because I'm still too young, too much things unseen. While he had seen much more and he still wants me, so it is not likely that he will change his mind... He might be right, but we will see. At least I am certain that he is one of those person who influenced me the most in my life.
I got him some pistachio truffles made by me and paired them up with a bottle of Tokaji 5 Puttonyos. And that is spot on, he loves it! Nevertheless, I served them in my satin basque ;-)
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| I tied that ribbon!! Glad that YouTube is there. |
'I can see that, in few years time, you will be amazing. Either designing new pharmaceutical plants or even winning the British Bake Off, you will be amazing.' I know this might sound a bit silly, but that's all I really need. That's why I keep telling him how lucky I am. It's not only that I've found a nice and generous sugardaddy, not only that I've found someone who supports me in so many ways, but someone like him that offer me things in such a gentle way. Thank you.
We both agreed that we will stick with each other for at least a while. But he said he thinks I would be the one who will change my mind first, because I'm still too young, too much things unseen. While he had seen much more and he still wants me, so it is not likely that he will change his mind... He might be right, but we will see. At least I am certain that he is one of those person who influenced me the most in my life.
2013年12月9日 星期一
When a door shuts, a window opens
Even though I am relieved after the conversation with DJ, I feel a bit upset as it reminds me of the past. Exams are coming up as well, but I find it so hard to concentrate today in the library. All I can think of is DJ...
Then I got a text from Mister:
I thought it is the end of term, so I sent you some more funds. Enjoy your Christmas shopping! Xxx
That is sweet. And now I have £4000 extra to spend for this Christmas. :) :)
I feel so happy that I can almost forget what had happened during the weekend. Money always makes me feel secure. More than that, it is Mister's thoughtfulness that also counts.
2013年12月8日 星期日
DJ makes his confession... I make mine too.
After I was back from Hong Kong for the summer, me and DJ have our contacts back again. We actually met each other in person few weeks ago. He is still important to me, but the feelings are no longer the same.
For the first time, I actually observe this person without being overwhelmed by affections, like I was. I dislike this person. However, it is the good times we had together that make him into a somebody in my life. Then, I got pampered by Mister the following day, as his way to cheer me up from being rejected from Cambridge.
We went for Dim Sum for lunch. He booked a hotel with a really nice whirlpool bath, so we dwell ourself in the hot tub for the whole afternoon. (And I had my first pomegranate in my life!) He gave me a full body massage as well. Ah... I will always remember that.
Anyway, so after having such a lovely pamper day, I really don't bother much about DJ. Especially I have told him clearly that I am quite happy for what it is now, and he has a proper girlfriend now.
Until yesterday, he started to tell me that he can't stop thinking about having me in his bed again. Yes, he actually said that. He said it is unfair to me, but he still wants to see me again. I was watching Percy Jackson when he texts me, so I literally don't know what to respond.
All I think of is all the bullshits he said in the past, the 'I don't want anything serious right now' et cetera, and how much I hate him, so I said it. 'I hate you, you know that right?' Texts keep going back and forth, he did his little trick saying 'I guess we are in different stages of life. I think if we are at the same age, we would be the prefect match.' blahhhblahblah
I will be moved by his words in the past, but not anymore. He kept nagging for seeing me again, even just for one night. But my line is: I don't mind seeing you, but I refuse to sleep with you.
I went to bed in fury last night, and woke up the same this morning. 'How can you still say that when you know it is unfair to me, unfair to your girlfriend? If you want sex so bad, just find some hook ups, why drag me into this? I am pretty sure it means the same thing to you.' I have never act like this bitter before to him, or anyone to be honest. And he said he never knew I was that against this idea, because I seemed to be happy to have a sexual relationship with him in the past.
And THAT got on my nerves! I said, 'I did this because I was fucking in love with you, so I can get more intimate with you, other than sexual chemistry only. And that seems impossible. And now you're having a girlfriend, having a good time together but you said you're physically more attracted to me. What would it make me think? Or not that you really care?' I am angry, so I tell him the truth. I never confessed that to him, that I was in love with him.
The truth seems never come out of my mouth until I have nothing to fear. I guess that is the situation now. It's the good relationship with Mister that gives me the guts to say it out. Honestly, I feel so relieved now.
For the first time, I actually observe this person without being overwhelmed by affections, like I was. I dislike this person. However, it is the good times we had together that make him into a somebody in my life. Then, I got pampered by Mister the following day, as his way to cheer me up from being rejected from Cambridge.
We went for Dim Sum for lunch. He booked a hotel with a really nice whirlpool bath, so we dwell ourself in the hot tub for the whole afternoon. (And I had my first pomegranate in my life!) He gave me a full body massage as well. Ah... I will always remember that.
Anyway, so after having such a lovely pamper day, I really don't bother much about DJ. Especially I have told him clearly that I am quite happy for what it is now, and he has a proper girlfriend now.
Until yesterday, he started to tell me that he can't stop thinking about having me in his bed again. Yes, he actually said that. He said it is unfair to me, but he still wants to see me again. I was watching Percy Jackson when he texts me, so I literally don't know what to respond.
All I think of is all the bullshits he said in the past, the 'I don't want anything serious right now' et cetera, and how much I hate him, so I said it. 'I hate you, you know that right?' Texts keep going back and forth, he did his little trick saying 'I guess we are in different stages of life. I think if we are at the same age, we would be the prefect match.' blahhhblahblah
I will be moved by his words in the past, but not anymore. He kept nagging for seeing me again, even just for one night. But my line is: I don't mind seeing you, but I refuse to sleep with you.
I went to bed in fury last night, and woke up the same this morning. 'How can you still say that when you know it is unfair to me, unfair to your girlfriend? If you want sex so bad, just find some hook ups, why drag me into this? I am pretty sure it means the same thing to you.' I have never act like this bitter before to him, or anyone to be honest. And he said he never knew I was that against this idea, because I seemed to be happy to have a sexual relationship with him in the past.
And THAT got on my nerves! I said, 'I did this because I was fucking in love with you, so I can get more intimate with you, other than sexual chemistry only. And that seems impossible. And now you're having a girlfriend, having a good time together but you said you're physically more attracted to me. What would it make me think? Or not that you really care?' I am angry, so I tell him the truth. I never confessed that to him, that I was in love with him.
The truth seems never come out of my mouth until I have nothing to fear. I guess that is the situation now. It's the good relationship with Mister that gives me the guts to say it out. Honestly, I feel so relieved now.
2013年9月28日 星期六
It all began, at 17.
I have been in a long term SB-SD relationship for over a year now, exclusive to one SD only. (Well, most of the time)
The Sugar-hunting starts all the way back in 2012. And now, I am still in the bowl, never left and don't intend to so far.
Looking back, I think I am REALLY lucky.
Comparing to other SB bloggers I came across, I am definitely not the professionals. Being a SB is mainly due to boredom in my social life initially, but at this point, I am so glad that I did.
No denials, a mutual-beneficial relationship is about a man who is willing to offer cash and gifts to a young, pretty girl. And SEX is usually on the table. Moreover, it is not just about the money. In my case, all the SDs and POTS have really helped me to gain my own perspective so much.
The Past
At the beginning, I met my first SD. DJ 's at his late 20's and single, so it wasn't too bad as a kick-start for me. He is charming, very well-brought up, the type of person who was born with a silver spoon (shovel, actually) in his mouth. However, all these things doesn't make him a good SD. He never offered me things that I reasonably deserved. But as I said, he was very charming. And I truly enjoys spending time with him, so this relationship stayed for another 6 months, until I realised that I was in love with him. Everything ends with tears and regrets, we never talked since then.
The Present
Very soon, I met my second SD - Mister. The only man who I am with now. He is in his early 40's, married. He got the looks that you would expect on a Sugardaddy, in a good way. He is physically fit, probably fitter than me to be honest, at least he hits the gym weekly.
The Past
At the beginning, I met my first SD. DJ 's at his late 20's and single, so it wasn't too bad as a kick-start for me. He is charming, very well-brought up, the type of person who was born with a silver spoon (shovel, actually) in his mouth. However, all these things doesn't make him a good SD. He never offered me things that I reasonably deserved. But as I said, he was very charming. And I truly enjoys spending time with him, so this relationship stayed for another 6 months, until I realised that I was in love with him. Everything ends with tears and regrets, we never talked since then.
The Present
Very soon, I met my second SD - Mister. The only man who I am with now. He is in his early 40's, married. He got the looks that you would expect on a Sugardaddy, in a good way. He is physically fit, probably fitter than me to be honest, at least he hits the gym weekly.
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| From a call-girl to a Sugarbaby |
He is very smart, and a great conversationalist, as well as a listener too. The key thing is? He KNOWS how to be a good Sugardaddy, he KNOWS how to lead such a relationship. Especially when I am the type of person who doesn't know how to ask for things, I am so relieved that I met a man who knows when to offer.
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