2014 will be even BETTER

I'm still amazed by how determined I am to break things off with DJ, and I am so proud that I succeed. And finally I was back on the right track that I intend to be on, achieving good exam results and have my offers now.

2014, you have to be smooth and even better. I really enjoy the calmness in the past few months, and I wish there is not going to be any storms followed by. And I do believe that life can be smooth if you truly determine to. Even though it can be less fun, but overall that's all I ask for. 

At the start of December, I made up this advent calendar game for Mister by sending him SnapChats every day till Xmas day. And he seems to enjoy it a lot, so he ask for more. Now I show him each item I brought from the Xmas sale every day, just one item with nothing else, so it can be just a scarf, a cardigan, anything. Mister gives me good reviews as well, always makes me feel flattered. 

Can't wait to see him when he's back to London...

Today's SnapChat with Mister.

Anyway, have a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

XXXXX

All I want for Christmas...

I met Mister yesterday, and this is the last time we will see each other in 2013 :(

I got him some pistachio truffles made by me and paired them up with a bottle of Tokaji 5 Puttonyos. And that is spot on, he loves it! Nevertheless, I served them in my satin basque ;-)

I tied that ribbon!! Glad that YouTube is there.

The meeting was lovely as usual. Every time is getting better than the last time... Then we went to a Thai restaurant for dinner, as we are both starving after we have wore each other out. And go back to the hotel for more. Not sure if it's the orgasm or just simply him that makes me feel so secure and happy that I almost tear up. Possibly it's his words, I guess he is the first one in this world that encourages me all the time, so sincerely, in such a way that even my parents never did. 

'I can see that, in few years time, you will be amazing. Either designing new pharmaceutical plants or even winning the British Bake Off, you will be amazing.' I know this might sound a bit silly, but that's all I really need. That's why I keep telling him how lucky I am. It's not only that I've found a nice and generous sugardaddy, not only that I've found someone who supports me in so many ways, but someone like him that offer me things in such a gentle way. Thank you.

We both agreed that we will stick with each other for at least a while. But he said he thinks I would be the one who will change my mind first, because I'm still too young, too much things unseen. While he had seen much more and he still wants me, so it is not likely that he will change his mind... He might be right, but we will see. At least I am certain that he is one of those person who influenced me the most in my life.